I've started writing again. Finally. 40 poems in 3 months on my thesis completely wore me out. But now I'm back. I've been reading a lot, too -- bits from literary journals, selections and complete books. I have two stacks on my floor: New England Review, T.S. Eliot's Selected Poems, Crush by Richard Siken (reading for the 2nd time), The Paris Review, What Is This Thing Called Love by Kim Addonizio, Steal Away by C.D. Wright, The Animal Gospels by Brian Barker, etc. I've written/revised several new poems: "Water and Wine," "Eva Prima Pandora," "Gospel of the Unplanned Child," "Gulfport," "River Elegy," "The Bacon," and "Camel Cigarette Ad (Woman in Convertible)." Here's one:
Water and Wine
The bathers are done with their dirty flesh. Each jar
remains jar. The miracle-to-come is not without
suffering: it walks the tide and offers a basket
of fish. It hangs on the hill and the women
wear its face on their garments. Deny three times
the connection with water—its turn to blood
with séance and spell. How the half-empty,
the almost dry becomes enough to fill the goblets.
Ask of the water, what is holy? The wound
spilled into the cup, the hungry body? What is holy,
ask of the hanging man. The hands that restore
the cherry ferment? The flavor of fruit
and miracle— six stone jars sipping his finger-
light, his nailed palm before its release?
I have slowly starting submitting again (after about 5 or 6 months): spork, alice blue, Poet Lore, No Tell Motel, Perihelion, Born Magazine, and Post Road.
I received my packet of poems for my first workshops at Bennington (coming up VERY soon -- I leave June 15!), so I'm reading through those. I seem to have this ebb and flow of poetry: lots of reading and writing for a period of time, then little or nothing. I'm excited to see what B. will be like. From what I've heard and read, it seems a lot like Bucknell. Sigh. I miss Bucknell. I hope that I can make it up north to visit some of my friends before summer's end.